elirwen
24 September 2015 @ 01:30 am
I’m offering my skills as a fanfic writer for commission because the tuition fees made my already tight financial situation even tighter.

If you’re interested in getting a Merthur or Sterek fic based on your prompt, let me know. I was thinking $1 for each 100 words.

I’m also offering to create a mini!Merthur photo story (something like these) if someone is interested. $1 for each photo.

You can also donate through my indiegogo fundraiser.

If you have tumblr, help me spread the word and reblog this post.

No matter how you help, I will be forever grateful. :)
 
 
elirwen
27 July 2015 @ 09:33 pm
Here's my newest photostory featuring mini!Merlin and mini!Arthur: http://archiveofourown.org/works/4438721

And the rainbow post on tumblr: http://elirwen.tumblr.com/post/125184619879/fuckyouputin-photos-are-mine-please-dont
 
 
elirwen
24 July 2015 @ 06:35 pm
Visited Pierrefonds for the second time in my life. It's still beautiful and there's still so much to explore. We're already planning to go back in a few years. :)

There will be photos (even some in Merlin cosplay) when I'm done will all the photoshopping. :)
 
 
elirwen
15 July 2015 @ 09:35 pm
I still don't know whether I should join this year's pornathon. I have the stupid characteristic of being loyal to the point of clinginess and now that team lust has been pushed aside...

I was sort of hoping that they would change the whole thing. Or that there would be new team names at least. It would hurt less. There were words about the teams being put on hiatus, but I can't find it in myself to believe that we will be brought back.

But I'm probably the only person shedding tears over something like that... Maybe they'll be better off without me... They won't have to deal with my breakdowns and shitty writing...
 
 
elirwen
22 June 2015 @ 11:51 am
In past few days, I've been having really intense dreams. Probably because I always woke up in the early morning and then fell asleep again which probably meant lighter sleep and more dream stages. Also, it was easier to somehow control the dream.

I don't remember anything from past days, but I do remember some stuff from today.

I was on a run with some other girl. We were hiding in some kind of hostel. For some reason, we ripped wallpaper from the hall walls. But then I didn't have time to throw it away and stashed it behind the bed in our room. (For some reason it was really important in the dream even though it seems really silly written down.)

The people who were searching for us came to the hostel and searched all the rooms. We stayed put. It seemed like they wouldn't know our faces when they found us. When they reached our room, they dragged the other girl away for interrogation. I was supposed to play a role of a scared girl who knows nothing, but I actually was scared, so it was really easy. They found the wallpaper behind the bed. I was yelled at and they wanted me to go somewhere with them, but I nearly fainted, my knees buckling under me. A few moments later I realized I was bleeding, but I had no idea from where. And then I started waking up.

The weirdest was that even thought my dream me was actually really scared, I didn't want it to end. I guess it must have been because my brain was awake enough to know that it's just a dream and I do like daydreaming. And I love hurt/comfort. I guess I was hoping for some dashing hero to nurse me back to health. :D
 
 
elirwen
Finding out that my pornathon team has been thrown away like a piece of garbage does that to a person.

I loved the time spent with my fellow Lusties and I thought the only thing that would stop Team Lust from assembling again would be the end of summer pornathon. I guess I was wrong.

So, all of you past Lusties, thanks for making my pornathon experience so awesome!
 
 
Current Mood: crying
 
 
elirwen
11 May 2015 @ 10:19 pm
OMFG! HE SAID 'FIND MERLIN!'

I'M SO FUCKED! I ALREADY HAVE A CROSSOVER GROWING IN MY HEAD.

I DON'T EVEN KNOW IF IT'S A BAD THING OR A GOOD THING.

IMAGINE IF THEY ACTUALLY HIRED COLIN TO PLAY THE PART AND SHOWED US WHAT MERLIN WAS DOING WHILE WAITING FOR ARTHUR TO RETURN. I KNOW IT WON'T HAPPEN BUT IMAGINE!!!

I'M HAVING TOTAL MELTDOWN HERE!
 
 
elirwen
14 March 2015 @ 10:55 pm
I finished a fanfic!!! :D

It's just a short fluffy Bradley/Colin ficlet, but damn, it feels so good to have something actually finished.

It's here: Stay With Me (Bradley/Colin, G)
 
 
elirwen
27 February 2015 @ 07:25 pm
He'll live long in the minds of men. :(
 
 
 
elirwen
14 November 2014 @ 03:23 pm
I got my letter of admission this week and other emails concerning my semestr in Sweden started coming after that. It's really happening!

Until now, it was just a pile of paperwork I had to work through, but now it's finally setting in. In two months, I will be alone with a bunch of strangers in a foreign country. It's just... wow... it's pretty terrifying, but also completely awesome!

I applied for a host family so that I could experience Swedish culture in a different way than just through school and everyday stuff. Hopefully, someone will pick me.

I'm a bit worried about my exams this semester as I'll have only a few days of exam period to take them and there probably won't be time for re-takes, but I can always take the whole semester again next year if things go really bad. Hoping it won't come to that. :)

Our bachelor thesis topics have been announced and I'm hoping I'll be able to get my hands on a topic about Digital Photography. At least I'd finally have motivation to get even better at it. I was told I have a talent for composition, so I'd better get the rest of technical stuff right. Plus learned how to use the more complicated functions of gimp or photoshop.

I'm just really excited about school right now!
 
 
elirwen
05 September 2014 @ 04:30 pm
If you want to pick some questions for me to answer, you can still do so here: http://elirwen.livejournal.com/95295.html

And now the answers:

9. Which fic has been the hardest to write?
From the finished ones, it was definitely Experiment. There's more of me in this fic than in others.
And when it comes to WiPs, it's definitely Bohemian Rhapsody. That writer's block is huuuuuge.

10. Which fic has been the easiest to write?
There isn't a lot of easy ones. They're usually very fluffy and/or hurt/comforty.

17. Do you write your story from start to finish, or do you write the scenes out of order?
I usually write from start to finish. Most of my stories start with one scene that I want to write and the rest of the fic grows around it. But I wait to write that scene until its time in the fic comes because my fics grow and change as I write, which means even that first idea can evolve into something slightly different.

19. Stephen King once said that his muse is a man who lives in the basement. Do you have a muse?
Colin Morgan is my muse. :D No, really, I look up to him a lot. I want to be like him. Kind, hardworking, humble. To become an inspiration to someone, just like he is to me.

29. If you could write a sequel (or prequel) to any fic out there not written by yourself, which would you choose?
I'd write a miraculous happy ending to "Pianos are made for falling." That fic is beatiful, but it messed me up really badly. Anytime I hear piano combined with violin, I want to cry.
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elirwen
01 September 2014 @ 12:07 am
These are forty writerly questions. Take a look and give me the numbers for up to four of the questions, and I'll answer them the best that I can. Snatched from [livejournal.com profile] millionstar


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elirwen
25 May 2014 @ 02:33 am
Title: I Belong to You
Author: [livejournal.com profile] elirwen
Pairing: Stiles/Derek
Genre: hurt/comfort
Word Count: ~1000
Rating: PG
Warnings: none
Summary:
Stiles is panicking, refusing to let go of his mate for a single moment, and nobody knows what exactly happened at the abandoned warehouse.

A/N: The title is from "I Belong to You" by Muse.

Read @ ao3
Read @ lj )
 
 
elirwen
08 May 2014 @ 11:21 am

I just saw all four musketeers! Santiago waved at us!!! Squeeeeeeeee!!!!

 
 
elirwen
04 April 2014 @ 01:42 am
'What DnD character you are?' was the topic.

I Am A: True Neutral Human Wizard/Sorcerer (2nd/1st Level)

description under the cut )

And what's the conclusion? It seems I'm Merlin! :D

Not that I'm complaining... :D
pic under the cut )
 
 
elirwen
08 March 2014 @ 02:09 pm
It was nothing special. Just wanted to write it down because it was nice and cute. Also a bit weird, but that's normal when it comes to dreams.

I was Stiles in the dream and I remember I was solving some mystery. And then I realized I was pregnant. With Derek's child (no surprise there). But I was scared to tell him, because I thought he'd think me a freak. So, I was running around doing a lot of stuff to solve something which I don't remember, and then something happened and I was trapped in some room and couldn't get out of there. But then Derek came to my rescue and things turned totally fluffy from there. It was the stage of sleep when I was almost awake, but forced myself to drift a little longer to enjoy the dream cuddling.

And that's it. :D